Midnight

all the thoughts spin out when I try to catch my breath and focus in on me… where I’ve been… where I’m headed… where I am… right now as I find beneath the surface a rumbling… a boiling… on the verge of submerging … transforming… something… else… something needs out… I’m just a vessle.

A ship in the night.

Love.

Amongst it all I see her and feel love. I am aware that she is my love. Gazing into her eyes is like sitting on the edge of something… solid… and peering into an ocean… around 5 o clock… or whatever time the sun is sinking behind the clouds… and the waves of the ocean shine a light gray blended with the most beautiful blue…
And that is you. Your waves move me. Your skin feels like returning to a place beyond the stars… no words… just a knowing I am where I am supposed to be.

Commitment and reality are a theme I joke off. I figure if I am laughing it can’t possibly be that bad. Nervous energy stirs within. My chemical makeup. Before I became my own doctor and mixed shit up… and a doctor is what I am not. I learn by default. But I do learn… and shit is really coming up… our lives connected at a point that the unknown influenced… coming together… and getting to know you has been a spark… and the light is the key.
Your love is beyond this world I know… and my soul will vibrate always in your frequency.